The worst feeling ever

I cant describe you how i feel, its like living in a nightmare, way to real. You was here and now your gone, how am i supposed to live on? All those days we spent together are now just memories, why did you have to leave, can you answer me that please? I cant believe what happened and that the destiny chose you, please come back to me, i cant deal with this anymore. You always was like a bestfirend to me, you always cared for me and you never said no, i just wish you really would know how much i appreciated that and how much i appreciate it now. Dealing with this, i swear i cant breath, my eyes are burning and my heart is torn apart. I would do anything just to get you back, because you were and are still my super duper boyfriend...